Thank you for sharing. I’m really sorry that happened to you.. and most people should avoid it altogether but we know that won’t happen.$$

I would suggest taking Solaray 100billionCFU refrigerated probiotics Adrenal support supplements Milk thistle with at least 85% silymarin And another liver detox on top of that.

If you can, a low carb diet and meat and vegetables as well as cardio and exercise to fix you back up again. Research those things, and especially, Candida albicans gut inflammation. Do those things and you may be very pleasantly surprised. Also, most trans groups et al are a total cult at this point. People shouldn’t need others egging them on to know if this or that life choice is who/what ‘they really are/feel’ . That’s pretty pathetic for anyone over 18yrs old.

C-ptsd...🙄 nobody is really trans. That’s a made up umbrella term which houses sexual/mental/emotional dysfunction and makes it “normal”. Cognitive dissonance is a b***h. And young people (myself once included, hence de trans) are being socially engineered and manipulated thru social INFLUENCE to take on socially constructed identities:ie trans which simultaneously fulfills systemic eugenics—REBRANDED as “population control” among “undesirables” by the medical establishment who pretends to actually CARE ABOUT YOU and your/our plight by prescribing HRT & horrible surgeries to those who can afford --thus, contributing to your future sterility/biological/spiritual demise: ie cancer, tumors, infertility, eventual moral decline unbeknownst to the patient etc etc.

Let’s face it. Cognitive dissonance is a b***h and N E U R O P L A S T I C I T Y

Is a thing. You can literally get your mind/brain/body to accept/feel/adopt any identity you CHOOSE: [insert outward manifestation of internal unresolved emotional/psychological issue{ptsd}] WHICH ALSO INCLUDES, the intentional ability to adopt a morally/biologically truthful/emotionally HEALTHY identity as well after: true self reflection, awareness of the POLITICS AT PLAY and especially, a love of truth > feelings/mindsets/emotions.

Going against the grain is ultimately a million times HARDER (and expensive) which is the TRUTH slapping u in the face trying to get you to NOT go ahead and do it

...and in the end, it’s all worthless when you’re alone in your room & knowing no amount of hormones In The world will truly make u as one of the opposite sex despite how much one would “pass” as anyone who knows the truth will label you TRANS behind your back —even IF you’re loud and proud. You’re only a “he” in their presence. Plain and simple.

The above, is Among the many reasons I concluded transition was a crap shoot despite passing. Now, (years later) I happily pass as the 100% female that I actually am, thankful to have overcome ptsd manifested as GID; courtesy of the YOUTUBE hellhole which poisoned my mind as an impressionable teenager as to the possibilities of transition which I otherwise would have NEVER considered possible despite having once been a regular ol stud/butch whatever.

So here I am to help you wake up and smell the coffee that YOU CAN REVERSE THE CRAP TOO.

OR, you can remain in your bubble and call me whatever u want and keep alll of your problems to your damn self and never truly be fulfilled in the ways biological males and females were meant to be; be it single or in a relationship.

You’re welcome! Those people do that because they themselves aren’t secure in their own skin & literally need confirmation bias from other miserable people like themselves to function and feel justified in their own disdain. Ignore all of it you’re better off in many ways and I’ll say it’s a sign to live your best life how it was intended. Sometimes we need to experience near death situations unfortunately to get it together in other ways.. hindsight is 20/20 but In time, you’ll realize it was probably the best thing that ever happened to you once you’re fully healed. These things are far more reversible than people are led to believe but it requires some serious effort cause we all get screwed up in some way. Don’t you doubt that. But It also doesn’t mean we can’t come back from “a point of no return” either. Consider your case from the glass half full. 🙂 if any questions, I’m happy to help.

Well.. one way is throwing away your pride. That won’t get you anywhere. Also Ditching whatever friends u think will make you unhappy and give u a hard time etc (some people it’s better to lose em than to find them ) and admitting to your parents you made a mistake and asking your mom to forgive you for putting her through that. Its harder for her because she birthed you unlike your dad. Yes, It’s hard on all of you but I think this way will lift a burden off your shoulders. At the end of the day, you know you’re doing the right thing.

First of all, HOW LONG were u on hrt and how long have u been off?

Second, your voice will go back. Mine did and it was several years and got deep. Ive been off for several years now. Also, you need to do a lot of screaming in your car if u have one so no one thinks you’re dying. That actually helped, I would scream and scream to get my voice higher and higher but it’s a concentrated scream that’s aimed at a higher pitch. Start slow and make a lot of “eeee” sounds as if you’re going in and out. It has a way of opening up your vocal chords.

Do it everyday several times a day, and you should be back within a female range within a year more/less if you were on hrt no more than 3-4 years. If longer, then the process will obviously take longer but only do surgery as a complete last resort if you DO NOT have a female vocal range after 2yrs if de transition. Otherwise you’re being foolish and making impulsive decisions all over like you did the first time around. Everyone makes mistakes but just know that with time, this is reversible because you’re still a female. You must be patient and do your part with the vocal exercises or don’t expect much

Autoandrophila / autogynophilia are within the bounds which add to the complexity of the issue.

Often dismissed (amongst those in the know/ or questioning themselves ) because of its implicit.. unpleasant sexual connotation albeit, rooted in the subconscious and manifested via gid dysphoria etc. —a phenomena which happens to be very well known amongs these “medical professionals” yet HIDDEN from their patients, as they make Z E R O mention of such “possibilities “ during the ‘evaluation phase’ so called, prior to hrt; lest their deceptive eugenics agenda falls apart including **BUT not limited to, their back end profits/bonuses.

And let’s not forget the spiritual aspect to it all as well. It’s an issue rooted in many angles targeting especially, women and children via lots and lots of subliminal as well as blatant propaganda + using our own emotions, and bad interpersonal experiences against us in the most sinister/insidious of ways so we can essentially, commit a ‘personal suicide’ and be congratulated ! + potentially eliminate the family tree as well among other things.

Respectfully, it relates to yours & others’ experience with flimsy diagnostic practices. The absolute rampant lack of objectivity, confirmation bias to the ailing, devious conflicts of intere$$$T & how much actually slips through the cracks of psychological diagnoses by virtue of “existentialism” —that is, intentional transgender misdiagnosis’ en masse.

Hence a whole “detrans” subreddit et al .

A social disaster is being created and people are oblivious and/or cognitive dissonance is at an all time high. Just because you don’t believe in subconscious/subliminal propaganda doesn’t make it untrue. Sadly, such terminology and research is suppressed from mainstream unless one goes out of their way to learn what’s really going on.

Sorry I only read the title cause I’m pressed for time; I’ll try to get back to the rest later.

So based on the title:

Well, there’s a 95% chance you will regret it within 10years so there’s that. Most of us are on here for a reason. Transness It’s just another form of escapism, self hatred, and toxic projection onto young impressionable teenagers with life issues etc. and if I could go back in time.. I would’ve chosen differently. Thank God I was able to come out of it before I caused irreparable harm but many aren’t as fortunate and I went through a severe ugly phase on the way out with was quite depressing. It’s Especially rough when people think you are an MTF rather than a biological female and can even be dangerous (I completely passed before) on the way back to traditional femininity until you finally get there. There are much better ways to learn who you are and overcome that feeling of thinking you were meant to be the opposite sex. Not to mention, no amount of hormones or surgeries in the world will ever bring you to that point so when you’re alone in your room, there will come the time where you feel like a fraud and failure despite all the time,effort , “support” and “passing” you may enjoy. I believe it’s at this point that many people will take their life especially if they are post op. But it doesn’t have to be that way

Also, women are treated better in society (not always) if and when you make it a point to practice traditional femininity. Which isn’t as horrible as it may sound btw. Men will be sweet to you. Women will approve of you. I know I know society and it’s dress codes blah blah, I mean everyone can pick their battles in life. Most people are better off NOT going against the grain unless you’re striving for a hard life with not much to show for but regrets..

The whole feminine thing is just another learning curve and gets easier with time till it’s natural to you again. I’ll have you know, The brain is incredibly plastic. (Neuroplasticity)

You might hate it at first but that’s really only because we’re often taught it’s a weakness or a bad thing to be a female so from a young age, many of us attribute our life’s problems to being a woman. It may be true but just because evil exists doesn’t mean YOU are the problem. You have to make a conscious effort not to internalize misogyny because it’ll lead you down a very dark path.

Oops. Sorry I assumed you were a female. Well.. just reverse what I said ! It still applies to both.

Well idk how you will feel about this response but if you want a non pro lgbt who will NOT treat you bad and do everything possible to get your head and emotions right, I recommend you type in internet your local: [city name,] church of Christ.

Reddit people are typically super hateful toward Christians and anything /church, God etc but the truth is, someone in there WILL HELP YOU and I can almost guarantee that. Suicide is not the way to go. 2 years on t is nothing; I and I’m sure many people in here did longer than you (totally reversible btw just takes some laser hair removal, lots of cardio and time ) and if u saw me today you wouldn’t have an IOTA . Unless I told u and even still you might not believe it. Just speaking from experience

Tell him, you are older now and realized you’ve made a mistake and one that you are learning from. Thank him for his initial concern and apologize to him for disregarding those and that NOW you have a better grasp on why he was against it. Unless you can’t apologize without it being used as ammo. How far along are you?