I appreciate the kind words. I know logically its not impossible for me but I doubt.

I dont understand relationships and never had one. One men who ever have shown interest wanted my body, not me. Something I was not prepared for mentally before transision.

I'm pretty jaded about the whole thing.

I have given up hope that i'll find a proper community for myself. I'm aiming for smaller scare interpersonal friendships. Hopefully im wrong about this.

I just feel very alone. In a different way than before, but alone never the less.

I'd say they are young and don't even fully know themselves. The last thing they need is to go through this and have it not work. Than they have more problems than before.

Not good risk managment nor a good long term plan.

Too many jump into this as if its magic and not a new form of medical science where we are all guina pigs.

Im assuming it was that wording which tripped up the Dr.

Implying you would like to be a man at all would lead them to label you as trans I presume.

Plus with how the affirmative care model is prominent now its easier to make such assumptions.

Next time you see them maybe try explaining that dispite how that sounds you genuinely dont wanna transition and are content with yourself. May fix your paperwork issue.

Serious question that i know is off topic but i cant ask this most places without backlash.

How can you identify as both non binary and a lesbian. Lesbain means women who is into women. If you are not a binary gender your not a women and thus can't be a lesbian.

Unless to you lesbian refers to your sex in which case if your sex supercedes your gender identity why identity as non binary in the first place

Quality comment and you hit the nail on the head why many trans people feel threatened by detrans stories.

We had to fight for our distress to be any bit understood. Hearing that there is a legitimate reason why you feel the way you do is comforting as it gives a way to overcome it. I.e transision.

Its far from an ideal solution but beggers cant be choosers.

Im curious what you mean by "its an oversimplification to medilize the phoenoma of transexuality"

people are defensive because some people are very rude about it and will made disparaging comments.

I seen a gyno for the first time and she said it looks pretty similar minus scars which is impressive considering.

function is highly limited and i can see why men may be put off by it as a whole.

But for me personally it was an overall positive decision that made dysphoria drastically less and cleared my head in a way ive not felt since before puberty.

Its hardly for everyone though and its true that its a separate thing from a natal vagina overall.

There is nuance.

The desire to detransision did not come before faith. I don't even want to do it. I also contemplate it because I'm worried about going to hell.

I know I hav abondoment and rejection issues. I have psychology of someone who would fall into a cult. I can be honest with myself about this.

I see the trans movement now acting in said cult like manner, but when I made the decision 7 years ago, it was not near so bad.

I understand this concern and the general distaste for woke culture.

It absolutely just uses trans people as a political tool to further far left social ideals.

That said if transision is helpful for you id advice detransision for this reason alone. Dont let others dictate such a major decision.

Besides while it can seem at times that the aforementioned idology is everywhere, its not at all the case. Many disagree if they are even aware of it.